Perhaps I'm gonna owe you forever.
Depressed"Second chances, they never matter, people never change"
Got such a ridiculous and humilliating result at a Physics test.
Now I think I've finally got what I deserved, the worst punishment I could have ever expected:
My parents've taken me out of the art classes.
Though I always had thought they were just for fun, I know they weren't.
Art classes were my little escape. Now it's totally gone.
Just cause, I can't believe, I suck at school.
Nothing, and I do mean nothing, motivates me to learn and study, I guess I'm the laziest ass ever.
I don't feel like going to school, I don't feel like doing homework, and now it seems like I don't feel like going to the 2nd year of High School.
I don't know what I'm going to do if I fail this year.
It'd be awful. My grandma would have a heart attack.
I swear, today she said she could pay me a teacher, I just don't know what else to do, to think... where else to go.
I'd got rid of my friends cause I thought they weren't helping me, always calling me to go out, but now I think I have nothing, even my friends are gone now!
Tell me what should I do.
I don't know how to pray
and I'm tired of trying it, anyway
I was so depressed today! I've cried since I got home.
I don't deserve my parents respect anymore...
I don't deserve to live with my sister, who is incredible perfect...
I don't deserve anything at the momment
Give me a spot light, please?
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Ps. July, winter break, I'm gonna have to spend two weeks studying.
I'll try to draw and enjoy my free time for one week.
the other one, I'm serious, I'm gonna learn how to dance Tecktonik.
I won't be able to be online, probably.
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When life gives you lemons, YOU MAKE A CAIPIRINHA DAMN IT!
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maybe u can get back to art classes later, now u need to focus in one goal you want to achieve and fight for it.
try to get ur friends back. i'm gonna start second year of HS aswell, and i know its not easy, you really gotta work
just keep the faith,
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Really.
Physics is one of the hardest subjects so don't feel dumb.
I barely passed.
I'm going to start my third year so you can make it past your second.
You can try and find a way that's fun to study.
I listen to music when I do, it helps alot.
And I don't think art is necessarily the problem.
I go to an Arts Highschool and all we do is art.
Plus the academics. Even though academics and art are both equal and can't be ignored one for the other.
I don't think it's right if they pull you out of art.
If you think about it you can incorporate art into any subject.
Just stick to your goal and stay on task.
Like I said find a way to make studying fun.
And it's cool to hang with friends but in moderation.
(I wouldn't know all the much about going out though, I'm quite a hermit.)
If you need to talk about it you can talk to me.
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Something filled up my heart with nothing.
Someone told me not to cry.
But now that I'm older my heart is colder
and I can see that it's a lie.
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hang in there kid~
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"Never sit and wait for death... Never waste a single breath..."
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Emo always meant emotional. Any kind of art or music should be emotional. If its not, than it's pretty much just a jingle selling bleach or pizza. - Frank
When life gives you lemons, YOU MAKE A CAIPIRINHA DAMN IT!
But I think I should put school first, right?
Art Classes can wait, sure, but, can I?
I'll do my best to change my behavior at school, hehe, and study more, though I won't have time for you guys, and I'm afraid you're gonna forget me.
Thank you
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Emo always meant emotional. Any kind of art or music should be emotional. If its not, than it's pretty much just a jingle selling bleach or pizza. - Frank
When life gives you lemons, YOU MAKE A CAIPIRINHA DAMN IT!
Studying never sounds fun, not to me.
But I'll have to try it, I guess I'll have to try everything, at this point, so... Yes, I'll try the music.
And Arts haven't helped so long, that's why they've pulled me out, to see if it would work now.
Yes, I'll have to talk to my friends, by the way, if they still know who I am.
And thank you so much.
You rock
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Emo always meant emotional. Any kind of art or music should be emotional. If its not, than it's pretty much just a jingle selling bleach or pizza. - Frank
When life gives you lemons, YOU MAKE A CAIPIRINHA DAMN IT!
It's tough to drop the art classes, but it's necessary, isn't it?
but, even though my point of view is different, I need the grades, the world doesn't work for me. I'm not in Wonderland anymore. Now, I guess, I need to wake up... And smell the coffee.
Thanks a lot for the support
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Emo always meant emotional. Any kind of art or music should be emotional. If its not, than it's pretty much just a jingle selling bleach or pizza. - Frank
When life gives you lemons, YOU MAKE A CAIPIRINHA DAMN IT!
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